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Roy Hirabayashi

Date: March 15, 2023
Interviewer: Yvonne Kwan, Ellina Yin, and Vickie Taketa
Interviewee: Roy Hirabayashi (1951 - )

Roy Hirabayashi is a Japanese American composer, performer, teacher and activist known for his work as a leader in North American Taiko. He is co-founder of San Jose Taiko, the group's former Artistic and Executive Director, and was active in developing San Jose's Japantown and arts community. He has led master classes and workshops throughout the country, composed original works for SJT and other taiko groups, toured with Kodo and Ondekoza, and performed with various jazz musicians, dancers, actors, and performance artists. As a young student activist, Hirabayashi was one of the founding students of SJSU Asian American Studies.

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Systems & Power Timeframe 0:00 >> 5:46

My name's Rory Hirabayashi. I was born in actually Berkeley, California. Although my family was living in Alameda at the time. I was born on January 1st, 1951. I have two older brothers. One has passed on or already, unfortunately, and two younger sisters. My oldest brother is Steve Yoshito, and he was born in 1943. And actually, he was born in the internment camp in Topaz, Utah, where my parents were interned at the time. My other brother, Sam Osamu, he was also born there in Topaz in 1945. And so just before they were released. And so he has already passed on, unfortunately. And I have a younger sister just under me, Kimmy. She was born in 1952, the latter part of 52. So almost two years difference between me and her and the youngest sister, June, who was born in 1956. They're both born in the Bay Area and actually I guess we were all born at the hospital in Berkeley. I think when my my see my sister June, when she was born, my family was living in Oakland at that time.

My father is Yoshitomo Hirabayashi. He was born on February 27th, 1921. He was born, I believe, in Palo Alto. His parents, my grandparents, actually immigrated over here from Japan, from the Hiroshima area. And you're kind of moving around a little bit because they were in Palo Alto, they were in Oakland or in Salinas and in Watsonville, basically kind of doing farming work. But I believe my father was born in the Palo Alto area, and he says where he was living growing up a little bit early on.

(Interviewer) So on your father's side, do you know why that side of the family decided to immigrate to the United States?

I believe they came over. They came from a farming background again, and so they came over to I guess they felt there just to try to earn more money or just do a better than what they're experiencing in Japan at the time. So they. But when they were over here, my father's parents did kind of move around quite a bit. They didn't really stay in one place. So again, they were just a little bit more transient than my mother's side was so but they were looking mainly to work in the agricultural port in this area. And most of it was actually down in the Salinas Watsonville area, actually.

(Interviewer) Were there a particular kind of niche that they had? Was it more of gardening, landscaping or was it more of agricultural?

It was agricultural. So for my understanding, my grandparents were actually in the Watsonville, Salinas Valley working on our strawberry farms.

(Interviewer) For your on your for your father, can you describe a little bit of his education as he was educated, you know, in a more transient way, or was it more formal after a certain period of time?

Well, my father was born here, but shortly after he was born, his parents, my grandparents decided to go back to Japan. And so he was basically schooled from elementary through high school in Japan. They were from the Hiroshima area. So he was there in Japan for all his schooling. He came back right after, I guess. They arranged to have him come back when he was about 18 years old or something. So I believe he came back around 1939 or so. And I think at that time, I I'm not quite sure. I'm just speculating that my grandparents were…since he was an American citizen, he was born here. And at that time, Japan was entering a lot of military attack and taxes at the time. And so they were just afraid that he would be drafted or had to serve in a Japanese army, which at that time probably meant going into Manchuria or China or something. So they probably had him sent back here as as a U.S. citizen to come here and live and work.

(Interviewer) And so your grandparents stayed.

They stayed in Japan.

(Interviewer) Why did they go back?

For them, I believe I know probably from my mother's side, more so. But for my my father's side also, because during the time when they came here in the early 1900s, they discovered the anti-Asian sentiment that was going on, and especially the fact that they couldn't buy property, Asian law, that an alien landlord existed. So realizing they really couldn't prosper or buy, buy land or do anything like that, they thought it would probably be easier and better for themselves to go back to Japan. When he first came back, from my understanding…my father's already passed on, unfortunately…But he was saying, you know, he had to do kind of just different kind of jobs and things in order just to get back and, you know, just to earn something. And he was very young. And the bigger problem for him is that he didn't speak English. And so he mentioned that he was in Palo Alto. He was at back in the Palo Alto area. He was serving as a teacher. He just frankly said I was a houseboy. And so worked for this one white family, basically. And he was able to live there. So they took care of him in that way. But he was doing all their servant work, basically. Well, he was able to come back because my my aunt, my mother's oldest sister was already back here and married. And so my uncle, his my aunt's husband was able to find him, I believe that job. And they lived in the San Mateo area.

Systems & Power Timeframe 5:46 >> 8:25

My mother's Shizue. Her maiden name is Miyagawa. And so she was also born here in the U.S., in Oakland. January 1st, January 6, sorry, in 1922. And so, like my father, when she was very young, she was sent back to Japan. So her schooling, entire schooling from grade school to high school was also in Japan. And yes, she was born in Oakland though.

(Interviewer) What area in Japan?

Also, Hiroshima.

(Interviewer) And then did her family go or was it just her?

No. So her parents were here also. They were mainly working in the Oakland area. My my grandparents on my mother's side were from I understand more, and I guess you could say retail, working for sort of a grocery store type of business. They didn't own it, but they were working in that kind of environment. And so but they were based in Oakland more so.

(Interviewer) So they decided to stay. Well, they sent your mother?

No, they went back to Japan too. The whole family went back for the same reasons. I believe my my father's parents. They just realized it was too difficult for them to really be successful here without being able to purchase land or have that opportunity. Well, my grandparents, they believe, you know, they kept their Japanese citizenship because I don't think at that time they were really being asked to make that decision or it was that kind of an issue. But my both my parents, since they were born here, they're basically U.S. citizens. And although they were when they went back to Japan, they were able to kind of, I guess, in a way dual citizenship because their parents are living there. And in that case, but they were still able to maintain the U.S. citizenship. So which is why they were able to come back. Well, my mother actually, she was sent back shortly after my dad came back, I believe, as oh, she actually says. And I think it's probably true. She was probably on one of the last boats to come back from Japan or be able to come back. And she came back in 1941. And so her her parents also decided to send her back. But actually she was coming back because it was sort of an arranged marriage with my father. So she came back to meet him and get married. Also, all her education was also in Japan from grade school through high school. My mother was primarily a housewife. She yeah, basically just took care of us. The kids.

Systems & Power Timeframe 8:25 >> 10:48

My parents are… my mother and father are so different. I feel in their own different ways. My father was a very hard worker. He he supported the family by working basically two jobs. And so actually, I know him from when I was growing up. So this is post-World War two. But when he came back after being incarcerated in Topaz, he was able to find a job working for Bethlehem Steel, which was, you know, a blue-collar labor job. And so he was on what they called the paint crew. And so I always wonder what that meant, working for Bethlehem Steel. But basically, if you ever look at the steel beams and any kind of construction thing, they're usually red. And you never think about, well, why is it red or how to get red, what they basically paint. And that's what he did. And so so he was it was very blue collar, low. You know, he was able to kind of work there and just do that. But in order to supplement the income, he basically worked as a as a gardener, just a regular gardener for different people. And so after his job at Bethlehem Steel, which was based in Alameda at that time, he would go off and do different yard work at different places around in Oakland and also Alameda area. And so and then on a weekend, Saturday and Sunday, he would generally be out doing that work, the gardening work for his income to really to kind of again supplement what was going on. And for me not really realizing you know because because of that, you know, he left early in the morning to go to work for the steel job and then afterwards he would do that. And so he wouldn't come home sometimes to like after 8:00 in evening. And so rarely was he there in the evenings for us, for the rest of us during dinner time. And we would only see him after he came back. And then same thing on the weekend. He would be gone almost all day long during the summertime, actually, especially when we were growing a little bit older, I guess my mom wanted to get the boys out of the house. Basically, she'd make us go along with them, which we all hated because we didn't want to do any gardening work. And so but anyways, that's a different story. But we would have to kind of tag along during the summertime to help them out on the weekends.

Joy & Cultural Resistence Timeframe 10:48 >> 12:41

My mom was a housewife. You know, she took care of us. You know, both my parents are basically Japanese speaking. So it was the communication between us, especially me and them, was that, you know, they were a lot of Japanese would be spoken to us when they're talking to us. And I would always respond basically in English. And so, you know, I would kind of understand what they're saying, but I would never really talk to them in Japanese in that way. But she was always really kind of wanting to have us one be very successful all the time. So she made sure that we studied, you know, doing all that kind of schoolwork things. And she also wanted to make sure that we had opportunities in our own way, even knowing that we, you know, I didn't really realize, again, really young, but there was not a lot of money in the family, but providing an opportunity to take a musical instrument in school and just figuring out how to buy an instrument for us. And later, when she got into more like a little bit older grade school, like I think it was like this very 5th, 6th grade on up, she would make us go to Japanese language school on Saturdays, you know, because she felt naturally as important for us to learn Japanese. Still didn't help me much. But anyways, on Saturdays I have to do that.

And then becoming involved with the Japanese community to different activities that was happening on the weekends, whether it's to the church or the Japanese community center, which was we participated in in the Eden Township area, which was in San Lorenzo at the time. So we were doing a lot of things with that community there. But she was, you know, she was a great cook. You know, the Japanese holidays and especially New Year's was really kind of important for for her and the family and so just making sure all those kind of different activities and celebrations were happening during the year.

Timeframe 12:41 >> 13:43

(Interviewer) How does she bequeath upon you any recipe or tips?

It's you know, I, I enjoy cooking now more so probably and looking back because of my mom and I just remember growing up, I would help her try to help her cook and stuff even a little bit more so than my sisters did. And definitely my older brothers did not. And so I'm not sure why. Maybe because I was in the middle, but I was trying to help her do the different things in that way. So unfortunately, I don't think I collected as many recipes as I wish I did at the time, you know, because she made amazing apple pie, which I don't know how to do right now. So and things like that. And actually Japanese foods I wish now that I had spent the time to learn more that she was so good at but I think enough to get by. So I guess the inspiration of being able to cook and just experiment and do things is still there.

Systems & Power Timeframe 13:43 >> 16:00

(Interviewer) So did they get married in 1941?

Yeah, I believe it was shortly after she came back here. Right. So as before they were interned, sent off. You know, my parents never really talked about their experience much growing up to us. And so it was always, you know, we weren't aware of what the hardships were until a little bit later. And then just understanding that for them, being Japanese speaking primarily and not hardly speaking English, being incarcerated, and even those Japanese, Japanese Americans, I think they felt that they weren't being trusted even by the other Japanese Americans, simply because they were primary Japanese speaking and grew up in Japan. And so the question of loyalty of U.S. citizenship for them was always probably being questioned about them. And so I think that was a difficult part for them just to be able to kind of do that. And then naturally, having my oldest brother and and my other brother, you know, born there in captivity, just raising two young boys in that situation was also a real difficulty. And and for them to not really understand, you know, exactly why, you know, what was happening for them. My father, you know, not you. When it happened, you know, I was told that my parents and everyone were having to leave where they were. I believe they're in the Oakland, Alameda area, had to actually give away or get rid of everything they had. And one of the things growing up in high school and everything my father really enjoyed doing was kendo. And so he had brought his kendo things with him and he had that. And my mother was saying to the one thing he really regretted the most was that he had to burn and destroy all that before he left, just to show that he had no context of that, that kind of thing. So, you know, his his whole, you know, uniform and set up that he had to get rid of. And so having to kind of just totally remove himself from that experience and what he learned and what do you really love doing was really kind of difficult.

Narrative & Identity Timeframe 16:00 >> 17:52

(Interviewer) And so when was the first time or if you remember the first times that you heard about the incarceration experience?

Well, not true, just in different ways, you know, from maybe at least junior high school on, you know, just hearing different things. What that meant and is starting to question more about who I was as an Asian American and as a Japanese American, even though I was and even in junior high school, simply because, you know, we lived in East Oakland, which was being a very mixed neighborhood, predominately a Black neighborhood. And so the question of who I was as a Japanese American was always was kind of on my mind. And and just understanding who, you know, how I fit into what the neighborhood looked like around then not too. So also, during the time of the Civil Rights Movement that's going on and, you know, the civil rights bill was passed in 1964. So that whole movement was happening when I was in school and in junior high school and things like this. The Black Panthers, who were starting to organize and mid-sixties in Oakland was right in my neighborhood. And growing up, you know, I would I just remember seeing them driving through the neighborhood and as very obvious who they were, because you could see the guns sitting right there. And as they drove by and it would just kind of cruise on by. And so just trying to understand actually who they were, who I was, you know, what's that relationship going to be like? You know, my parents naturally were always afraid of what that might mean of whether or not they were going to be something, you know, to harm us. And so I came to realize that they're not really there to harm us. But as long as we're not going to mess with them, they're going to they're not going to mess with us in a way. But, you know, kind of relationship was how you kind of balance that was really kind of important.

Timeframe 17:52 >> 19:22

I guess, for me, what really kind of triggered everything was when I was leaving junior high school. That was in 1966. I went to Elmhurst Junior High School. My counselor was telling me, and she was telling your mom that I should go to this other school called Skyline. And so this, he suggested, you know, might be a better high school for me to go to that school instead of the one I was supposed to go towards, which was Castlemont in Oakland. And so my mom said, okay, you know, better education, better schools, sure, that's a better idea. So she said, you should do that. I didn't know much about what Skyline was, so I just okay, fine, not that I would have to take this bus to school every day and realizing that Skyline was an all-white school, whereas Castlemont was a predominately Black school, and we lived in that neighborhood. And so it was, you know, starting Skyline realized, you know, that that was when Oakland was starting to basically desegregate the schools. And so it was part of the early bussing program that Oakland was trying to initiate. And so being up there, it was really kind of experience going, you know, trying to understand what it was like to be in an all-white school, what that meant and dealing with that and still living in Oakland, in the East Oakland flat lands, you know, down there. So it was a challenging experience in some ways in that way.

Narrative & Identity Timeframe 19:22 >> 23:02

I guess it was more in the high school age because that's kind I think I became more active just being involved in youth projects, whether at the Oakland Buddhist temple. And also I mentioned doing some attending activities at the Eden Township, which was sponsored by the Japanese American Citizens League and the Japanese Community Center in San Lorenzo, because then realizing, you know more about trying to understand who I was about being a Japanese and just starting to question more and just hearing little bits and pieces from my my aunts and uncles and and my parents a little bit about who, you know, what they what happened to them during the war. And so my uncle would talk a little bit more about that and my parents would and so they, you know, just saying that the experiences were not good and so it was really difficult for them. And then I would really kind of triggered thing for me was growing up special. I was very young. I didn't know my father had a younger brother. And so they never talked about you know, he was never mentioned. And so it wasn't to almost a high school. And I realized that I have an uncle from my that's my father's younger brother. And I just would ask, well, why how come we don't know him? And, you know, why is it that we're, you know, not familiar with that? And so realizing that there was a conflict between my brother, him, unfortunately. And so my my father basically just kind of, for lack of a better term, disowned them in a way. And so it was kind of unfortunate. My uncle, my father's brother, he did he was in the military service. He served in the MIS, military intelligence service. He was in a Pacific intelligence realm. And so naturally, I think my father blamed him for a lot of things, too, which was uncalled for. But unfortunately, blaming him for different things, knowing that my mother's parents and his parents or my uncle's parents were still in Hiroshima and actually when they dropped a bomb on Hiroshima. And my father wondered, why didn't you tell them?

I never met my mother's parents, my grandparents. I was told they went and they lived a little bit outside the city center. But right after the bomb was dropped, my parent, my mother, said that she had heard her parents went into the inner city looking for friends and relatives, and both my mother's father and mother, my grandparents passed away from cancer when I was very young and early fifties, and so perhaps only six or seven years after the bombing stopped, basically. And it never dawned on me what that meant. You know, it was just total well, they died of cancer, realizing not realizing that the radiation that that created that. And so and I guess after I really just, you know, put that together, it was made me very angry. And so that for me is kind of a that's been to be an underlying driving point for me to around social justice what it means to be antiwar and what it means to be equitable to people and to be fair and and just in general to kind of, you know, deal with all that and so on. Because I never met my grandparents because of what would happen to them.

Timeframe 23:02 >> 25:32

(Interviewer) You started talking a little bit about your neighborhood. But can you tell us a little bit more about like some of the defining characteristics and what it was like growing up in that neighborhood?

Yeah, I mean, we we lived in East Oakland. It was like a 90 it near 90th and East 14th Street, basically. And so it was now early on, it was kind of a mixed neighborhood, predominately people of color, families of color. And as even by the time I got into junior high school was pretty much predominately a Black community, that was living in the area and so it was changing quite rapidly in that way. Just growing up, though, you know, being a young kid, you know, there was no real big parks or park areas around. So, you know, for us to have fun, we were playing in the streets, you know, that was our playground basically, and working and playing with the neighbors and doing things like this. So that was you know, I remember doing it. It was my friends in the neighborhood and from school was very mixed. My neighbor, the neighbors one next to us was a family from Mexico, a Mexican family. The kids were about our age in a way. And so, you know, just grew up with then kind of and it was it was kind of interesting because, you know, my mom and dad hardly spoke English and and the Mrs. the next door, she didn't speak English either. She just spoke Spanish. Somehow my mom or her became two best friends without being heard, talking to each other. So they would was, you know, I'm sure she would give us tamales and, you know, tortillas that she would be making. And my mom did, giving her Japanese food and in back and forth, you know, they would you know, their kids would be coming over, would meet, you know, to have dinner and I'd be going over there for dinner. And, you know, there's just, you know, kind of amazing experience. And just growing up in that way. I was really involved with music early on. So my you know, my parents allowed me to do that. So I actually started playing the trombone at third grade. And so for me, playing music was from early on was really kind of important. I really kind of got into that. And so so, you know, most of the grade school and definitely going into junior high school in high school that was doing music was a big part of my main activities.

Timeframe 25:32 >> 32:46

In our family, just five kids, but there's just a little bit of age gap between especially me and my oldest brother was about eight years or so and then my other brother about six years difference. So and then it was me and my sisters kind of following me. So me and my next sister, which was less than two years. So it was almost like it was my older brothers who kind of got to do their thing. So I was never in school with them and really participate in their activities because a little bit older. And then those me and my two younger sisters. So we were really active little kids all the time. And so it was interesting in that way. Our family was kind of operated in that way. My, my mom again was really made sure that the major Japanese celebrations were always taking place and being celebrated in our family. And so for her, again, to New Year's was really kind of a big thing. But for us, big family gatherings was and, you know, we had an aunt and uncle living in San Mateo, and they had three kids who were my cousins there. So those two families, ours and theirs, would get together mainly for Thanksgiving. And New Year's was the two biggest holidays we would have together. And so it was kind of great to kind of always do that.

Vacations was our big trip. We would I think my parents would try to do almost once a year because those I had an aunt and an uncle, my sisters, my mother's sister and brother lived in the Los Angeles area. So either they would come up one summer or we would go down one summer, kind of alternating, I guess, remember. And so I just remember for us to drive down to L.A., it was like basically seven people in this sort of station wagon or car packed in. And I remember one time actually my father's parents were with us, two of those nine of us in this car or station wagon. And and we were three of us, the younger kids were pretty small, just going down to L.A. to to visit my aunt and uncles down there and a big trip of us to go down because we knew we'd get to go to Disneyland. And so so that was kind of the big thing for us that they would kind of do that. And naturally, also a little bit later, you know, my father loved to go to Knott’s Berry Farm, you know, for me, that was not so big a deal because at that time was not a lot of rides. But he loved to go there for the dinner, the food, you know. So we would a, the other place that we'd go down for in Los Angeles. So I just remember having the opportunity to do at least Disneyland, at least almost every other year, maybe not quite there, but that was kind of the big family excursion for us. Otherwise, you know, it was no…that was... You know, we never I never traveled outside of California, you know, during high up to high school, I believe, you know, because we never went anywhere else.

(Interviewer) Do you remember if your mom had any help around the house? And was there like a consistent schedule of like, this is music practice, dinner's always at five or six?

Yes, because I mentioned my father was rarely home for dinner when we [inaudible]. She made sure that you know us as of kids of we would basically have dinner at the same time all the time. So that was always pretty much happening, especially when we were younger. Actually my older brothers started to, since she was older, he, you know, he left for well, he didn't really leave for college, but he was going to, you see, he went to UC Berkeley and he was commuting. So his schedule was not as consistent to to be with us. And then when my other brother also got out of high school, started college, he went to Cal State Hayward initially he was also not to this schedule. So it was basically during that time it was just the three of us, me and my sisters, who would that my mom was always making sure that we were on a schedule and doing things.

(Interviewer) And you had mentioned, you know, you and your friends would play in the streets. Were you playing basketball or what were you doing? Just a variety of things, you know. You know, I wasn't very sports active or skilled. I guess I was a little scrawny kid that was always kind of the last one to be picked for anything. So but it was just running around having fun sometimes it was sort of like tag football or whatever. Not so much baseball or anything, or just playing catch and just running around the streets basically, and just doing stuff, you know, whatever, you know, everyone's trying to do at the time. I just remember that.

(Interviewer) Do you remember there was a lot of kids in the neighborhood?

There was quite a few in different ways. And in my, at times, you know, my brothers, you know, they would bring their friends over so they would be engaged and stuff. I just remember, like sometimes they would do tag football in the streets, and they would let me kind of play along. But, you know, knowing that I was the one getting smashed up all the time, you know, you know, they would say, oh, you know, stop that guy. And he did they just run right over me. Right? And so but it was it was kind of fun in that way. We did have TV. I mean, we weren't allowed to watch a lot of TV and things, rarely going to movies. I think it was more of a financial thing. So whenever I mean, sometimes it was sort of like big family occasions. For whatever reason, my parents decided this was a movie they wanted to see, and they would take us all. And it was kind of a real special then, and I have no idea why they select a certain movie. It's the one movie that really kind of stands out in my mind from long time ago was the movie Ben-Hur, you know? And so I still don't know why that was a big attraction for them, because, you know, anyways, they took us all to go see that movie. And so and it was just kind of interesting what different things. They kind of chose TV. We were we my, you know, my parents, my mother especially, you know, because she was home with us all the time loved to kind of watch the variety shows and things like this. So growing up was really kind of those things. So I remember like Ed Sullivan Show and things like this, we would they would like to watch my father. I don't know, maybe it's because he worked at a steel plant, you know, and the people he worked with or a lot of folks who were coming out of the Oklahoma, you know, Depression era were, you know, like really into country Western stuff. So my my father loved watching cowboy movies and shows. You know, at that time there was a lot of them on, you know, So watching those kind of series, you know, it was good kind of thing for us, you know, that we would be doing. But it wasn't like we were allowed to or any special programs that we got to watch, perhaps so much, maybe cartoons every now and then. But I didn't I felt I really didn't want or need to have to watch TV a lot. It wasn't like a real need. Again, I was kind of doing music, so that attracted me more.

Timeframe 32:46 >> 37:02

(Interviewer) And you had mentioned you went to Elmhurst Junior high and in Skyline High School. Where did you in elementary?

Morris Cox. Well, elementary school for me, I remember I guess when I first started elementary school, it was probably pretty much more of a white school and then mixed. And so and and so that's sort of it's kind of like I mean, it was being gentrified a little bit, but it was predominately white school at that time. I just remember also because when I was born, I didn't start kindergarten until January, you know, so so I was kind of in midyear when you were doing when you could start school in the mid-year. And so for me, I and I guess because I didn't I didn't actually understand, I realized because my parents are primarily Japanese speaking, my understanding of English was a little bit more limited perhaps, and some of the other kids, especially how I pronounce words and things. So I didn't realize that. But there was put into like speech classes and things like this because there are certain syllables and things I just couldn't pronounce correctly. And so I still have a problem with that probably. But anyways. And so, and, but I just didn't know what, you know, what that meant. And so I just remember because of that, I actually ended up in kindergarten for a year and a half because I was being kind of held back because they thought I wasn't qualified or able to kind of move on.

And so it was a little bit of a struggle in that sense in order to kind of deal with that. At first the school wasn't that far away. It was maybe, you know, probably around ten blocks away from our house. And in those days, you know, like, you know, like nowadays, you know, parents five blocks away will drive you there. After initially getting started, you know, I remember just having to walk to school by myself and walk home by myself. And, you know, it was no big deal as far as safety and whatever. And that's what we did. And that's you and my sister started going to school. We would all have to walk together. But that was kind of how we grew up walking to school and walking back all the time. And that also existed for going into junior high school to junior high school. Definitely Elmhurst was becoming a more of a Black school at that time. And and so I was really in that kind of transition. So the sense of race and issue was more dominant at that time as far as what was going on. To the extent were there was one incident where I was attacked, coming home from school.

One day I was jumped on by a couple of kids, you know, so and that actually my parents got really upset about that whole process and things. I realized at that time that I needed to kind of figure out how to best protect myself a little bit better. And so when my mom said, well, you should go, you need to take judo classes. So I started doing that. And also, I realize it was one thing in school, you know, you you had to go to PE and do certain things. So the one thing I again, I wasn't that good at baseball or football or anything like that, but I could run. And so I ran basically in the the coach realized that I actually could run pretty good. So and I felt I was best at running distance. I wasn't that great at a short distance, you know, the sprints. But I realized also, hey, I can outrun these Black guys, and they may catching on the first 50 yards after that, I'm gone. And so that was kind of my thing. And then I it was in junior high school I was doing that, running the track on track for the distance stuff. And so I became friends with a lot of the athletes on the team was predominately Black. So after that incident it was really quite surprising. It was those guys who stepped up to help protect me. And so it was it was really kind of a big surprise and awakening, you know, that you don't know who your friends are and that things happen in in a bad way, perhaps. But and yeah, there were the guys and the other Black athletes were the ones that stepped up to say, Hey, if you need help, were there.

Timeframe 37:02 >> 41:20

Yeah, most of the teachers in actually elementary through beginning of junior high school were predominately white. I remember when you first started junior high school, there was one woman, an art teacher, and it was required that we take an art class. I took her class, so I was in her class was a Black woman, and she was one of the first to be in the schools in that position. I was taking music, so I joined the band in the first year when I got there in the seventh grade, it was so the music teacher who's a white male, you know, kind of traditional in a sense that, you know, I thought a great teacher, he played trombone, which played too. So I thought, That's cool, you know? And so but he left. He left after that first year.

And then his replacement was this young Black man just out of college. And so he was Mr. Bell, William Bell. And he actually was tied the most musical influence to me, a mentor, because he was just an amazing guy, you know, marching band, you know, from the Midwest. But, you know, just really into music, really into jazz. You know, he was a jazz pianist, played trombone also. So, you know, I took private lessons from him. And even through high school, I was studying with him, even though, you know, I left him. And he was just amazing. And he he taught me a lot about, you know, what to think about in music and really kind of help guide me in different ways.

And so it was I owe a lot to him. He's passed on, unfortunately, but he was really great. And in the students around me, in the music department, even in junior high school, was really kind of amazing. Just, you know, thinking back, you know, it's like seven, 8, 9 grade. Some of these guys are really great, you know? And in high school, they we separated out because I went to Skyline, which had a great music program, too, but more Eurocentric, you know, symphony concert band stuff. But my friends from junior high school, they kind of hung in there and doing music, too. And so a few of them ended up just getting into some really top name bands, actually, you know, was Sly Stone's band Great, you know, Larry Graham's band. So they're they're doing a lot of R&B stuff early on.

Yeah, I guess I appreciate the fact, you know, what I had learned in junior high school because of Mr. Bell was really kind of influential on the jazz sides, especially in in getting into Skyline High School, which is they had a great orchestra. So realizing on on the orchestra side, which I became sort of an orchestra nerd, unfortunately, realizing that was, you know, like a whole different kind of world of music, too. And so and the music teacher there, Mr. Adams, Richard Adams, really kind of pushed me to, you know, try out for other orchestra. So there was like a, you know, a youth symphony. The also Oakland Symphony and also the larger East Bay Youth Symphony. So he would suggest you should try out for this, which I did and was able to get into.

And so it was really kind of interesting to kind of deal with that. And then at the same time, I was still connected with Mr. Bell, who was, you know, on the jazz side, which I really loved too. And so and there were some I would he would hold this summer, Mr. Bell would hold these summer jazz clinics. I remember I would always try to go to those. And it was done in the neighborhood, you know, So it was not at Skyline, actually. So it was a whole different environment of playing and different folks playing. It just, you know, it was I just remember it was just I loved doing that and just being able to just kind of shift back and forth, basically. And so to the extent, you know, when I was leaving high school, music was really on my mind and that's what I wanted to do. But my parents know I wanted to go to a music school, but my parents said, you can't can't do that because you're not going to how are you going to live? You know, what's your job? Where are you going to earn money? What's that mean? So which is why I ended up in San Jose State.

Timeframe 41:20 >> 45:35

(Interviewer) What was the conversation like when you asked or told your parents, “I'm interested in studying music.”

Yes. Well, my oldest brother went to Cal, UC Berkeley. And so again, I mentioned that my other brother had started Hayward State at the time. And so for me, it's a kind of a question and you know that what school to go to. So when I asked, I tell my parents, you know, I'm really going to a music school. The best ones are not in this area, you know, so can I even try to apply? And so my mom, I guess for many reasons and probably one, you know, those the issue about, well, what would you do? Well, how do you earn income? It what kind of job is that? And in future, how would you raise a family? But I probably had the other thing which I wasn't even thinking about was, you know, like how we can how can we afford to go to a to a school? And you you know, I was looking at Juilliard and those kind of schools, basically, because, well, what's going on is, like I mentioned, I was playing with these different youth orchestras in an area. And so those one, one fellow who he played trombone also. So we would both be usually in the same orchestras signing up and competing each other. So I just remember kind of through high school, especially when you're he was first chair and the next year I was first chair, we kind of went back and forth. He was a great player though. Really good. Went to Berkeley High School. And so which had a great music program, too. So I just remember graduating just before getting our high school, asking, hey, where are you going to go? Is this, “Oh, I got into Juilliard.” Oh shoots. I could be doing that too, you know. But anyways, I realized that that was meant to be, so I didn't.

Still deciding. Well, I should look at something else. I was kind of into science, too. You know, I always thought, well, okay, I'll do science something. So I decided, well, I was looking around what would be a great school. And then one thing it didn't want to do was and one reason I was looking at other schools outside is I didn't want to commute from home to go to school, which is like from East Oakland to Berkeley was still a commute for my brother. He had to do, you know, was a little bit hard. I wanted to go away from school and so I realized that financial was the issue too. So San Jose State had a great engineering program. That's far enough that I had to live there. But closing, I could still come home every weekend, bring my laundry home, get some food, you know. And so I said, okay, so, you know, I applied to San Jose State and got into the program down here. So that's basically why I ended up in engineering coming to San Jose State. It was thinking it was the best school for what I thought I'd be going into, but also far enough away to be away. But close enough to still be close so.

(Interviewer) You didn’t stay in engineering for a long day, did you?

One semester. And so, you know, we're always high achievers, right? You know, so I it was chemical engineering on top of that that I entered. And so and actually San Jose State was pretty well known as engineering school even early on. And so IBM and some of the companies were around here and stuff. So I realized from and the math is killing me, you know, I can't do this. You know, I thought I was good, but I'm not that good. And the physics and all this kind of stuff. So to appease, again, my parents, it's okay, I guess, which majors I'm gonna go to pre-med that lasted another semester, you know. And so I just realized it was this is, you know the sciences are not my thing, you know. So although I thought, oh, it's kind of smart now to handle it really is. But also realizing that what was happening at the time at San Jose State, you know, it was more than just the school and the academics of it, but just the social environment of what was going on was, you know, kind of impacting me at that time.

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Growing up, even in junior high school. In high school especially, you know, when my brother was at Cal, you know, he would take me to the library at Cal when he was there, especially when I was in junior high school, because my mom was always, again, making sure that academically I was kind of attuned and stuff. But this was during when the Free Speech Movement was happening at UC Berkeley. And what the 66, 67 around there, so 65 or whatever. And so I remember going to the on campus with my brother on the weekends and then all the stuff was happening on campus and not knowing what is all this, you know, and just and I would sneak away and instead of going to the library and just go out and listen to what's happening. So I you know, actually, I remember hearing Mario Savio speaking on campus during one of those rallies and things, you know, about about the Free Speech Movement that was happening and just just being fascinated with this kind of, you know, what was going on. Again, you know, growing up in East Oakland with the Panthers organizing, what did that mean?

And just the whole thing about in 1968, you know, you've been hearing about the the Third World Strike at San Francisco State and UC Berkeley. You know, what did that mean? Just starting to read articles from different people that were starting to come out about Asian American studies or Asian Americans. You know, Paul Takagi was on early, once at UC Berkeley for a criminology department, happened that his daughter Tani was actually at Skyline with me. She was a year younger. But, you know, you know, so I knew who she was and met her parents, Paul and Marianne, because of that. And so just really becoming fascinated with all that in San Jose State coming down here in the middle of the antiwar movement. And so the school, the campus was just in this turmoil.

You know, students are boycotting classes, professors are boycotting classes. You know, it was everywhere you turn, it was antiwar this, antiwar that. Cesar Chavez is on campus recruiting and just, you know, doing things, you know, different people just constantly all this stuff was happening. And so it really kind of made me kind of wonder what is going on? What do I have to do? And also, that's when I turned 18. And so not just for coming down, but and that year in 1969 is when the military draft lottery was implemented. So when I turned 18, I had to register for the draft and I was given number. And so, you know, with the war in Asia, Southeast Asia going on, you know, that lottery number kind of dictated whether or not you would get drafted or not, you know, what your chances were. And so it wasn't like, well, maybe I'll get drafted. It was like more, oh, man, I could be really just could be something I really have to do or deal with. And so was that a choice I really wanted? It wasn't for me. So all of that was happening. And when I came down to San Jose State.

Timeframe 48:48 >> 51:29

You know, when Kennedy was assassinated, I was in junior high school, and I just remember, you know, I was in class and my teacher came in and announced it to everybody. And so, you know, it was a shock. And so when Martin Luther King was killed, it was when I was in high school and again, going to this all white school and then realizing that I would have to take this bus to go back home, which would be going down into the neighborhood, which was predominately Black. And so and that that bus ride would pass to by right by Castlemont, the high school I should have been going on going to. And so and there was usually kids from Castlemont getting on that bus at that point. And actually those who were coming down from Skyline, we were already on the bus so they would know where we're coming from.

Basically, we were coming down from the Skyline to white school. And so when that day, though, I just remember wondering when we were told that Martin Luther King was killed, you know, they were immediately told, you know, there could be different things happening. So we need to be careful. Our teachers are telling us this, you know, so because we were already hearing when we were on campus that day that there was some things happening at other high schools, you know, like McClemens and other schools and in Oakland, so that we need to be careful on what's going on next. So I was worried that, you know, how am I going to get home? What's that mean that day and what's going to happen? And should I even try to go back to Skyline the next day? And so, you know what? What would I do and what's going to be happening in my neighborhood, which is predominately Black and how can you be treated in that way?

So it was Martin Luther King's passing was more traumatic for me than actually John Kennedy's, you know. So because it was so much direct impact to where I lived and what was going on around me. And yeah, as you mentioned, you know, there's hearing about the the the Third World Strike action is happening on campus and in the Olympics with John Carlos and Tommie Smith, you know, seeing that. So it was just interesting and then realizing later when came to San Jose State that they were there on campus still. And, you know, they were given that time because of what they did, unfortunately. And so not being recognized for that for the good that they were doing. And so it just added to everything to my perspective, it was important at that time.

Narrative & Identity Timeframe 51:29 >> 53:33

(Interviewer) What did you switched from after pre-med?

Well, so my second year of college, basically I went kind of undeclared. I just started just taking classes, you know, that I thought would be interesting. So I didn't know what to do next. Really. You know, growing up, I was, you know, actually really involved with the church a little bit. So and those different activities starting to happen. I think on campus were starting to create, naturally Asian American studies just starting, so I kind of jumped into that. And that was in the fall of 1970 when I did started to kind of just volunteer and help out with that. So in the previous year, in the freshman year, eventually, I was participating or just kind of checking out what the other student organization was. The Progressive Asian American Coalition, the PAC group, does happening there. I knew people and, you know, growing up in the East Bay side and stuff was going on, you know, I was aware of the Asian American Political Alliance, the APA group. And trying to understand what they were about in the and how they were politically aligned versus what was kind to happen in San Jose.

And so naturally, the San Francisco and Berkeley students were which were much more politicized. And what was happening, I felt, in San Jose in some ways, but there was a different kind of tone of what's going on, especially with Asians at least. And so but all of that was really kind of what kind of I guess, made me start thinking about different things. So so yeah, after that first year of just struggling, trying to do what I thought was right as far as academics, I just decided I wasn't just going to take classes that I thought I'd enjoy doing at that time. So I was taking a philosophy class, you know, a psych class, and just a few other things like that. And so just trying to do I even took a Black studies class, just, you know, whatever, just trying to understand more.

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(Interviewer) Was there anyone memorable who you met at PAC that kind of like helped shepherd you along or just kind of kindred spirits?

Yeah, quite a few. And a lot of them are now involved with this, you know, with the Asian American Studies reunion. So Dan Kubo, Chris Kubo. I first met Chris actually, probably first before Dan because in my freshman year of one class I did take was a Japanese language school, which is kind of ironic because I hated that they're going up anyways, realizing, you know, that was part of my roots thing. I really do need to understand Japanese. So I took a sign up for a Japanese language class my freshman year, and one of the students in that class, you know, was Chris. Chris. And so and realizing, you know, she kind of grew up in Okinawa, Japan. So her Japanese and English was you know, she was very bilingual. So immediately discovered that.

So I immediately thought, I need to know her. She's going to help me in this class because, you know, she's really good both ways. So we got to be friends real quick. And then we were both starting to get involved with both freshmen. So getting involved with what's happening on campus in different ways, but quite a few others. And so were, you know, at one point that it was like in the after the second year, I, you know, decided to move into Japantown with a few of those people that Tadashi already committed and his cousin Terry. And later on, Dan joined us. At one point, our apartment became this flophouse in a way. So it was like a lot of people kind of was in and out of it.

Vic Jang lived with us for a while, and actually Vic and I lived with took on another place later on with Donna Fung. You know who you probably heard about? She was in the counseling department, so just different people. We were all just kind of, you know, doing different things in that way, just trying to stay connected and trying to work together. And Steve Takakuwa lived with him for a year and so and that was probably the craziest year of my time, was living with Steve. You're just so disciplined in his own way. You know, it was just hard to keep up with him. He was just just crazy organized, basically.

(Interviewer) You became essentially a student coordinator of Asian-American studies working with Ki-Chung Kim and then also taught some classes to in Asian American studies as a student?

No, I never really taught classes. I was just and Ki-Chung gave gave me the title, student coordinator because, you know, once I started volunteering, you know, I was helping in the office doing different things. And and Ki-Chung hated to do all the paperwork stuff. So you would just say, Oh, if you're interested, help me do this. And so I started taking over a lot of the purchasing, you know, supplies for the department, for the program, you know, just organizing stuff and, you know, I was good at typing. So that was one thing. My mother also told me that I need to learn. So growing up, she made me take typing lessons, so I was able to do that fairly well. And so, you know, typing up the syllabus for the other classes and all this kind of stuff, getting them printed, you know, those are that days of writing the ditto machines, you know, not even a mimeograph, you know, So, so all those papers are probably faded and gone now, but just doing that kind of stuff. And so just getting involved in the admin side of running the program and helping also to decide, you know, the curriculum in a way, you know, Ki-Chung naturally was in charge of doing all that, but he really was great to allow input, a lot of student input and providing that you know suggesting who to come in to teach and even stretching helping having us you know, sit in on interviews to give him, you know, feedback. You know, what we thought about different potential faculty and things like this. So there was actually a different student coordinators that kind of was involved. Steve Wong was also George Custodio. Cheryl Fong was kind of helping in different ways, so we were all kind of labeled that way and just given these different assignments or positions. I probably did the most admin stuff in general, just just in trying to maintain a program on administrative level stuff. So probably way beyond what I was supposed to be doing because that towards the end, I was basically signing off on Requisitions paper, which I wasn't supposed to be doing.

Transformation & Change Timeframe 58:22 >> 1:02:46

I realized that coming on campus is a Black and Brown EOP program, you know, to bring in students. There is no Asian American component. So I questioned why why isn't there one? And so actually when I went to the Black and Brown program saying, you know, why is there no Asian American one? And can we get students through your programs? And they said, “Well, no, not really.” You know, And so we figured out a way to recruit our own students, basically. And so the LaDonna [Yumori-Kaku] was in that kind of first early pool. She shouldn't have been she wasn't really EOP. She was a basically a transfer student, but she just needed help on getting her application in so. Paul [Sakamoto] was there and he was really key to all that. You know, he was associate dean of students services. And so once he came on campus, I think that might have been 1971 or 72 when he arrived. I guess when that happened, you know, and actually hearing that those Japanese American guy at that level that we needed to hook up with and meet them. So and he was actually wanted to learn more from us. So I got to befriend Paul, you know, early on. And then and periodically he'd just invite me to lunch and stuff and just ask, “Oh, what's going on? What do you need? What's happening?” And so I just started telling him, you know, I think we need to do some kind of…there's need to be an equity of these programs somehow because Asian American studies, you know, again, those Mexican American graduate studies or the Black Studies B.A. program, and we're just a minor program.

There's a Black EOP, a Brown EOP, but there’s no Asian American one. So how come we're so out of the loop on these things? So how can we equalize stuff? And so Paul helped us. You know, it's probably unheard of that a department, a program, let alone a minor program, was able to have students under under that program to be admitted into school as Asian American under the so-called Asian-American EOP division. It was only about a 10-12 students initially, but it was a big step. There was a whole myth of the model minority actually we were dealing with constantly at that time. You know so and I knew that was not a way I grew up, you know, maybe were okay in school, but still, that doesn't mean we were financially had the capacity or even, you know, academically had to total capacity to be really doing well as students. We had to work really hard. And so and just meeting other students coming out of in high school or even junior college, you know, that were really kind of struggling in different ways, trying to get into college, realizing the doors there was no avenue for them to really do that successfully. And so especially at this sounds at San Jose State level or state college level.

And so I felt even though there were more Asians than any other minority group on campus at that time, that didn't mean that there were still Asian American students that didn't require that kind of assistance and help, and so that we couldn't be ignored at that point. And so and starting that kind of program was really, I felt an important it was kind of a statement, too, that we if we're going to be working together as a sort of ethnic studies collective or group of people of color that we need to respect and be equal in that way. When we started the program would I didn't realize we ended up doing was forcing the Black and Brown GOP to come together because the the state realized that they couldn't have two separate programs. Basically. And so when that happened, it was it was our opportunity to jump in there and push for an Asian American to be included in that process. So it was…I'm glad we were able to push that and move it in that direction. I'm not sure how many more Asian American students got in after that point, but it was supposed to be more inclusive. But we were able to get staff, Asian American staff involved in the program. And so that I felt was really important.

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(Interviewer) Did you hear of anything of activism by Native students at that time?

Not not so much. I mean, there were actually Native American students on campus doing different things, but not as academically and as for department wise or things, they were there's no dialog of that that I know of, you know, unfortunately.

(Interviewer) And for the Black Studies later on, renamed African American studies and also Mexican American studies. Now something else as well. Did it the end that the groups worked together at all in trying to staff and institutionalize themselves? Or was it more of a siloed experience?

I thought it was very siloed. Yeah. And and I know. It's unfortunate and that's what we were trying to really kind of rally against, but unfortunately it was really siloed at that point. And I and I guess for us too, as as Asian Americans, we were struggling just to conceptualize that term, Asian American too. And so, you know, for the Japanese, predominant Japanese, Chinese and Filipino students, to come together to work together was was a real challenge.

(Interviewer) What were the challenges in in kind of developing and organizing under this new term of Asian American?

Well, yeah, I guess it was for us to give up our own, I guess, specific identity of being Japanese American or Chinese American. And actually for at that time, there was also an actually that American born Chinese versus foreign born Chinese, which is real dominant to two cultures of and to groups of classes of folks there, and then the Filipino students especially, and also the the new immigrant Filipino students who are coming in still at that time and those who are born here. And so but for us, you know, we were trying to so strongly identify within our own culture, our own ethnicity, and then also in trying to race the fact that we need to be more broader with this term. Asian American. I think that's what we all struggled with, how to kind of understand that voice, at least for me to be Japanese American and and also embrace and support being Asian American and how how we needed to do that in order to work together to to gain any kind of, I guess, on campuses, especially to be politically savvy enough to get what we needed to get done to the administration, basically.

Joy & Cultural Resistence Timeframe 1:03:35 >> 1:08:19

At San Jose State, no, Asian American was a main thing, but the main splinter group was the creation of the Asians for Community Action ACA, which was we realized because we were trying to develop this very community consciousness of how the students were. The program was rooted in and realized in Japantown was really kind of an important part of that. And so that's why I moved into Japantown to live with folks down here to become part of that and and help move that along. Yeah. In the early seventies, you know, I guess around 1970, actually, a lot of it was starting, you know, ethnic studies was was being created on the campuses. But things in the community were just starting to gel in the early seventies also. Communities, meaning like Chinatown or San Francisco, Japantown or Japanese organizations on the East Bay, but in San Jose was the same thing.

So for us, you know, to have Asian American studies as a class, you know, academically was important. But the reason to have classes, to identify ourselves and to really serve and help the community that we come from, but that's really the key. And that's what we felt was kind of missing from the academic side was being created. And so we wanted to create that avenue where students had access to some process in order to engage with the community. And so serving the people, it became a mantra for a lot of us. And then in the Asian-American movement, because it wasn't just taking classes to study who we were historically, but how do we take that information and help, you know, our parents or grandparents, the immigrants around us, the other people coming, the younger folks? And so it was really kind of all of that in order to create the programs that that didn't exist, whether they were senior services or youth projects or just cultural centers, you know, that didn't that were not around at that time.

I ended up in philosophy, psychology. It's sort of a combination, major. And I was thinking kind of twofold things. One, you know, I was really interested in counseling, so I was thinking in my mind, maybe going into Ed Psych after that. But the other piece was, you know, I was really getting involved with the Buddhist temple still during that time, too. So actually a little bit in my mind becoming a minister, a Buddhist minister. So the philosophy part was a little bit more of a draw for me than the psych part.

Systems & Power Timeframe 1:08:19 >> 1:11:56

(Interviewer) Okay. Okay. And and I know you've mentioned this in public and other talks before, too, but we you lamented that Asian-American studies was a minor program, and it remained a minor program is still is a minor program 53 years later. Can you just share like has one of the founders of Asian American studies, how does that feel?

That is moving on to a BA program or just…?

(Interviewer) At this point in time that there still isn't one? That there is hopefully going to be one soon.

Right? I mean, I think we were all disappointed from the very beginning that we were not treated equal still, you know, so the fact that, again, that the Mexican American graduate studies and Black studies, B.A. programing and we only got the minor program and we tried to push the idea of moving it to be a program. And, you know, early on, but we were just getting negative and no traction at all to to help support that. And so, I mean, obviously what we struggled for initially was, you know, just to do the finances, the FTE to even support the minor program, because realizing that we weren't even able to hire someone full time, really because in order to just run the different classes we wanted, no one teacher's going to be able to teach Japanese, Chinese, Filipino, you know, history, community services, you know, or anything else.

So we needed part time people, just lecturers, basically, in order to support the program, to bring in the different content. And so and again, Ki-Chung was great that he was willing to kind of minister or be the minister for that, but he himself didn't even really teach in Asian-American studies. He was in an English department. And so it was, you know, trying to bring in someone full time just took a little while to do that and really a lot of convincing to administration, basically. So I just we were all disappointed and, you know, we didn't know what to do. Basically. We tried many times to try to push it forward, but it just didn't happen. As the programs kind of grew a little bit as far as adding in full time people. I always hoped that they would be able to kind of push it forward. But understanding the politics, the academic politics that go on, on the campus was not meant to be perhaps.

(Interviewer) And so what are your hopes for the for this for the future?

Well, it would be a big plus. And actually, that finally sounds a state, which was one of the earlier Asian-American studies programs to start, has been recognized in that way. And I'm hoping the administration realizes, you know, the long history for for the program and the influence that San Jose State Asian American Studies has had, you know, overall in order to start the whole idea of Asian American studies nationally is recognized. So, you know, bringing in the faculty naturally, to help teach that. But just as a legacy for our department, for some of the things we're able to do and kind of kind of, you know, that the program has kind of helped spur over the years, I think it's really important. So what you're doing right now as far as really collecting those stories and those histories and and just being able to document that is really kind of important because people have forgotten or don't know.

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(Interviewer) So starting from the beginning, we heard PJ’s story. What is your story?

This is mean you guys doing this separately. But anyways [chuckles], so. Well, PJ probably told you we first met. It wasn't in San Jose right. After, as I mentioned, you know, my parents really encouraged me to really go into the sciences versus music. So that's my mindset shifted to do that. So right after graduating high school or actually just even before then, I decided, well, if I'm going to do engineering, I should really maybe get a jump on some of the classes. So so I decided to enroll in a summer session at Cal State Hayward, and I took a I think it was a sociology one class and in a computer programing class because science. So community computers, you know, was kind of brand new and programing was, you know, unheard of in a way. So just wanting to know more about that. So this is a Fortran programing class, you know, really old school data card, you know, punch cards. You had to do these programs. You know, you have a whole stack of a box full of cards to do a simple two plus two equation, basically. And so that was in this class. So the both of us, you know, just trying to figure out how does this work? What do you do with all these, you know, new ideas? And we both were struggling a little bit, so we ended up really kind of helping each other quite a bit. And so that's where I first met PJ So that was in the summer of 1969. That year I left. She continued on there and so and that's when things were starting to happen, both on that campus.

And she had told you what was happening at San Jose State at the time. And then the following summer, basically the summer of 1970, because we met in summer of 1969. And that's when some friends that I knew were starting to do this senior program or what they call the Issei project in the East Bay. And so, you know, some friends I knew from actually growing up and through high school and stuff, they're a little bit older, but just to church basically.

And they wanted to start they were a Cal students, basically, and they wanted to start senior project essay project. And so they were just recruiting and just telling different people were going to start testing in the summer. If you have time, come help us out, you know, be kind of recreational programs are trying to do these field trips for seniors. So that really kind of put my interest and my brother, oldest brother at that time was actually going to Cal State Hayward. And so he was there trying to get his master's in education at the time. So he was also starting to meet some the people who were saying get involved with the Asian American studies and ethnic studies there and happened to meet PJ, who was just weird coincidence. And then and they found out about and actually the Issei project too. So we all in that summer of 1970 kind of came together to work on this project. It was a group called at that time initially called East Bay Sensei, which became this group called East Bay Japanese for Action, but it's actually known as JSA right now, a long time organization.

So in the Japanese senior population in East Bay. And so but we helped kind of start that, you know, with the summer programs and doing things, you know, transferred to UC Berkeley. And the students at Cal were much more actively involved with the Issei projects. So she came more connected with that and I was more in San Jose naturally. But that's we stay connected doing, doing different things like that. So during the academic year, you know, when I was in San Jose basically going to school and since she was doing stuff in Berkeley and continuing and my brother was still somewhat involved, she she got to know my my parents, my family because my, my mother and father got involved with that program, just helping out in different ways to the extent where my brother was inviting people to come to my parents’ home for meetings and stuff.

And then when those activities, my mom was helping cook and do stuff like this, so I got to know them in that way. So it's a kind of a great connection and different ways. We Rican act in a way. So naturally we stayed in touch during that whole time and things. And then when she graduated Cal, she said to go to Japan for a year and she left and I'll still at school at San Jose. And then it happened where I knew she had come back, but then her parents had relocated to L.A. and originally were in Fremont. And then so she had gone back to when she came back to the States, she went to L.A. and then a friend of mine said, Well, Mike Honda said, “Hey, there's this program, there's this internship program happening. And they're looking for minority women especially. So if you know anybody, let me know.” So I think it well, it's, you know, a program actually, I didn't even know it was an internship program. And he just said there's this job at the planning department. And so I told PJ, “Hey, there this is job. You may want to check it out, you know.”

So got her an application, she applied, she got the internship, but we didn't realize, and Mike didn't tell us that you need to be a master's in the master's program in urban planning at San Jose State. And so this was happening like in August of that year, I guess. And so that school was starting like in weeks. Right. So we're wondering how how you get into this program. You're like, so late. And so I'm actually go back to Mike [Honda] says, well, she got the internship, but she needs to be in a masters program. So she can't do the internship without that. So what do we do? So like, don't worry, Mike Honda did his magic and you know, within days, she's an amazing program, urban planning at San Jose State and then with a job at the City Planning Department. So so she moved to San Jose to take on that work and that's how naturally we kind of more got together after that.

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Well during college is when I started. It sounds a taiko because I was working doing some youth advisory work with the temple. So we had started that already. And then actually when PJ came up, she got involved with San Jose taiko too with that. When I have left San Jose State, yeah, I wasn't quite sure what was going to happen next. And so and then a friend of mine said, you know, there's this job opening as San Francisco with the Japanese American Citizens League. They're looking for someone, sort of a research assistant. And it was going to be a one-year assignment because they got this federal grant to do this thing. So if you're interested, you know, you should apply. So I didn't have a job so okay. Sounds interesting working for JACL, the National Office.

Not crazy about having to work in San Francisco, but okay, so I applied. I got the job, and the job turned out to be that the JACL got a grant to do evaluation of textbooks in a public schools for content about anything about Japanese American experience and basically Asian American experience. And so my job was to to collect textbooks from all the different, you know, textbook publishers and basically all the disciplines and just search every to see what kind of content there was that it was very little or nothing. But the whole you know, there was a lot of reading on searching because, you know, we had stacks of textbooks that came in to us in order for us to go through. But part of the process was to look at who was doing what kind of curriculum for for schools at that time and how were they being treated or being implemented. And so JACL sent me out on some trips. I was able to go to Seattle, Los Angeles, Denver, Chicago. I think it was a couple other places just to see what kind of programs were existing, how they were trying to get any kind of Japanese American curriculum content within the public schools basically and collect their materials so we could bring it back. And then we actually had to write a final report on that. So that's that was my first job as doing this research job. And those were the national JACL, you know, So it was kind of interesting. There's a little bit of a turmoil for JACL at that time because there was the organization was going through some major transition and so which was kind of good and bad at that.

Just as I was leaving that position, another friend said she was working on this group, called for the group called Pacific Asian Coalition, also in San Francisco, and she said, I'm leaving this job. But so if you're interested in taking over what I'm doing, and they'll be looking for an administrative assistant. And so I looked into it and I applied for that. And so almost right leaving JACL, I took on this other job and that job and, well, refer to it as PAC. Also Pacific Asian Coalition was actually funded by also the federal government. It was a little bit long term. It was actually funded under the mental health section under at that time it was the National Institute Mental Health. And so it was a federal grant that they had. And their basic thing was to it's more of an advocacy group then anything but we were sort of a national coalition. And what we what PAC had created was like nine under the division of what was existing at that time, nine different satellite organizations or to work with different organizations in these nine different regions.

And so we were actually coordinating with them to different things and advocacy, meaning that we were just really although those under the umbrella of mental health, we really use that very loosely what that meant. And so we were going after education thing, you know, media or whatever. Our big project actually turned out to be, as this was about 1978, 77, 78, I was working still there. And so they had started working with the U.S. Census for the 1980 census to include more a capacity of designation of Asian Americans. And so we were able to get into that U.S. Census a little bit more of a breakdown. And so that was kind of our big win for for that organization at that time. I learned a lot because we had to do, I don't want to call it lobbying since we were funded by the government, basically. But we basically had to go around and just talking to a lot of folks in the government. Part of my job was actually to go to Washington, D.C. several times to talk with different people, whether it was within the National Institute of Mental Health or just politicians or different people, just to kind of promote what we're trying to do and push that forward and actually stay in contact with our nine regional outlets in different ways.

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(Interviewer) how did you and PJ balance life together with all of your activism and different projects that you were all working at the same time?

Yeah, it was. I think because we both had such a common interest of stuff, especially circled around Japantown because and then taiko was the other piece, and actually kept us together quite closely. I think that was probably the main things that really, no matter what else we were doing and the different activities because there were several other things too kind of happened after that that that helped really ground us. And what was important for us wasn't easy for us, naturally, because, you know, we were just jumping from one thing to the next financially. It was not, you know, like we're not in like any major steady job. So, like, it was really kind of difficult in that way. But we weren't really thinking about money at that time. We really we didn't have a family, you know, we did when we got married, were very poor. And so we had our ceremony and things at the Buddhist temple. We held our reception in the gym right next door, and we actually decided it would be a potluck. So all the family and friends, we asked them to just, if you don't mind, bring food, you know. And so that's what people did. And because of that, you know, and also the times of all the people around, there were a lot of people who just showed up for the reception just but they brought food, you know, So it turned out to be a great party, hold much, many more people than we thought would be there. But, you know, sort of a gathering. Yeah.

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(Interviewer) how did you feel coming back to music, coming back to taiko? Well, not coming back to taiko , but like when taiko came into your life.

I felt that was really I realized that was so much the missing link, you know, just trying to do the academic school stuff and that really wasn't meant to be anyways. And I should have listened to or I had early cues actually, that music was more important than some other stuff. Actually. And it was actually my freshman year because when I left high school, as I mentioned, you know my mind, okay, I’ll stop music. I left my trombone at home. You know, I didn't even bring it. So but once I arrived on campus at San Jose State, I'm a freshman, just surviving. I got a call in the dorm saying from the music band director and saying, you know, we're starting a new marching band here at San Jose State and we know you play trombone. So would you like to march in a band? And I mentioned also I was a orchestra nerd, marching band was not something I did or wanted to do. So I said, Nah, that's not my thing. I really didn't really do that. And so as well, you know, we'll give you a semester scholarship. So it says, okay, I'll march. So, you know, it was amazing experience in different ways and, you know, learned a lot, wasn't something I would want to do again, but it was a learning experience, basically realizing that the marching band was so different and structure musically and and also what's popular down in this way as far as that arena of work is the drum corps, stuff that goes on in Santa Clara has huge really famous drum corps. And then stepping into the San Jose State band at that time, realizing that a lot of those folks in that band were from the Santa Clara Drum Corps, the musicians, you know, and and drum corps musicians, I don't know if you know any, but they're fanatics, stir crazy and really dedicated and amazing musicians. I mean, there are some of the best guys ever played with. You know, they just are great musicians, but just crazy on the drum corps side, you know, just it was sort of the military music thing all together in one lump thing, you know. So anyways, so I love the music side, hated the marching side. So anyways, when that ended, it’s like a football season.

My mind's okay, that was great. Got some money. It was. And anyways, so. So that's, you know, for that. So the spring semester started up and then so that's it. Then another band director calls me and says, hey, we're starting to have a pep band for basketball, do you want to play? And I so, well, that's a little bit more interesting, a marching band, but I don't think so. He says, “Well, we'll offer you a semester scholarship.” So get on there. And so I ended up playing, you know, the first year my trombone again, basically quite a bit, you know, and so and I thought that was great fun in just doing that. But you have to realize, you know, when I got out of high school, you know, and actually come to San Jose State, I knew finances going to be an issue. So I was trying to get scholarships or whatever. And so at that time, they had I don't know, they still have or not, but it was a state college scholarship that was available. And so I actually was given a four-year state scholarship to come to south east state. So when I say that, people say, “Wow, that's amazing.” But the tuition at that time, which is $70 a semester, you know, so my state yearly scholarship was $140. So my four year scholarship was less than $600, basically. And so, you know, when I say that most, I think, oh, you folks are saying, $600 barely paid anything, let alone, you know, four years sort of school. But that was what I was fortunate to have at the time.

Narrative & Identity Timeframe 1:29:25 >> 1:32:38

Well, again, as I mentioned, I was pretty fortunate to be involved a lot with Asian American groups in different ways. You know, working for during college, you know, the Asian Amercian studies scene and also the Buddhist temple working within that context in the Japanese community. And then afterwards is the JACL, the National JACL and then this national Asian American mental health organization. So if anything, I was looking for those kind of things so that we could deal with it. You know, it was not just kind of saying, oh man, someone, you know, kind of slandered me, but I know that's what we were kind of trying to prevent. So we were actively trying to be aware of what was happening, just being current and what what the dialog was going on nationally, basically. And so and that really kind of I help for me to just understand what was going on and trying to realize, you know, what the challenges were for us not just being Japanese American, but as Asian Americans and as new immigrants are starting to come in, especially, you know, the and the Vietnamese coming in and the refugees from there and the challenges they were sort of starting to face. And as other immigrants, Asian immigrants started coming in just added to, I guess, the perspective that early on, you know, and again, reflecting to maybe what my grandparents had to deal when they first came and why they left and maybe what my parents had to deal with during World War Two or just coming back and and what they suffered.

One thing I didn't mention was when my parents were released from incarceration from Topaz Camp, the only housing they could find was to go back to Alameda. But it was at the what was now at that time being disbanded was the Naval Air Station base. It was the military housing, the naval housing there. But they still had a lot of Navy personnel there. And so, you know, they were able to get a small apartment to live there. But, you know, this is the Navy. Remember Pearl Harbor, you know, the sixties years after that, and then being just primary Japanese speaking again, it was really, really difficult. And so for for me, just understanding that and then I mentioned the atomic bomb for what happened to my grandparents and their situation and not enver meeting my grandparents because of that were elements that really always stuck in my mind, you know, why things are really important to understand how something that happens in another world, another place, another generation of folks impacts you today and what that means and how we need to kind of really fight against all that. And so if anything, I guess all of that has inspired me to to struggle and fight more, you know, so can't sit back and relax and not do something to kind of improve your situation, whatever that might be.

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We started San Jose taiko in 1973. As I mentioned, we started as youth activity at the Buddhist temple. Reverend Hiroshi Abiko was the key minister that inspired us to do that there. And he was the younger kind of knew at the time, actually. But he was the new minister there its first assignment. So he suggested this idea that we use taiko to help encourage more younger people to come back and be involved with the church. And so when he mentioned that now I had been hired on by the church to actually be sort as a youth director or coordinator in a way. And so I in my mind as well, and I didn't know anything about taiko, but it's a interesting idea because musically it's cool. It's an instrument of Japanese instrument kind of tied to a heritage and experience. So it's a great idea. But I also saw it as a community organizing tool immediately since for we can use this as a way to bring people back together and do stuff. So I asked another friend from San Jose State, Dean Miyakusu if he’d be interested in join in to to do that. So the three of us started to group and so musically, naturally, we didn't know anything much, whether you know what to do or what could happen.

Reverend Abiko was kind of the leader on that a little bit. And we were recruiting mainly us junior high school and high school kids. So at the church to kind of join in the class, which kind of happened and this was in the summer of 1973, we actually started thinking about the idea maybe in late 1972, just started talking about what that might be, but really didn't do anything until about the later spring of 73. And then that summer we started to actively put it together, and then September we started this class. We actually immediately had an opportunity to take the youth to this youth conference that was happening. It was actually in San Jose. And to actually do a short performance there just introduced the idea. And so that was in October 1973 when that happened. After that, you know, I started to tell friends from San Jose State saying, Hey, I'm doing this taiko thing and Japanese drums. You know, it's kind of a cool deal if you want to come check it out when you should just stop by. And so we're doing sort of like, like practices or sessions after church on Sundays. And then we were able given an opportunity to come in, I think it was like Friday nights to come and practice in a gym also.

Joy & Cultural Resistence Timeframe 1:35:18 >> 1:44:06

And so other people from the community started coming in basically. And so again, it was a great idea of just bringing folks together, a great organizing tool and it was a musically a great opportunity too, because, you know, although none of us really knew what we were doing, it was a great jam session, basically. And so we were just starting to create our music, our own sound and what we were doing and whatever. So it was just very loose in that way. People, no expectations because no one really was qualified to teach, so to speak. So if anyone showed up, you give them a pair of drumsticks or bachi, you know, is here, come join us, you know. And sometimes they came once, sometimes they stayed in or came and went. So it was just kind of a loose operation.

(Interviewer) How did you source the drums?

Well, that was an interesting part because Dean and I basically when we started talking about the idea, Dean [Miyakusu] and I immediately said, Well, we need to raise some money to figure out how to get some drums. And we had learned that this group in Los Angeles, Kinnara Taiko, had designed a way to take a wine barrel and make their own version of a Japanese drum and so we modeled after that. We went down to L.A. to learn from them how they did that. And so and they the minister there, Reverend Masao Kodani, actually showed us what they were doing, even showed us where they're buying the barrels at the time into cowhide and and the whole process. So we in that summer, 1973, Dean and I put together this fundraiser and raised some money. And immediately after that we drove to Los Angeles and met with Reverend Masao Kodani and he showed us and we bought all this equipment and came back. And in August we were making our own drums basically and started a class in September. So very quick, within a couple of months, we started from nothing to a set of hand-made drums, which were very crudely made. But it was our version of the taiko. So yeah, it took a lot of effort, but that's how we started out.

Once we got going in the following summer in 1974, Reverend Abiko said suggested that we play at the Obon Festival as a group. And so he invited us to do that. So the members we started, we went out there and play. We didn't have much music and it was more, again, a jam session. So we went out there and just kind of played as real basic fundamental song and and so realizing, oh, you know, the crowd, the audience, you know, they didn't know what to expect, whatever. At that time. They thought it was interesting, you know, So it kind of drew a crowd. And for us, it was really a lot of fun to extend that after we finished that. And then later, after the Obon dances ended, we actually brought the drums out again and started playing again later in the night for about probably way too long. Anyways, we were being yelled at to stop and go away. But anyways, we had such a great time doing that and just realizing, wow, this brought together a lot of people because and at that time just people who were just there just joined in, you know, they were for the first time just started playing with us because they're just having a great time, just doing this thing. So I saw, wow, this is an interesting way of just bringing people together that you don't know. And that attracts people and is an interesting way that people are connecting. And so we started as we started to kind of advertise, so to speak, of letting people know we're doing this at the church. And different people showed up for different reasons, a lot of them because, you know, they're Japanese American or Asian American and just wanting to find some kind of voice in our own way.

A lot of women were coming because for us, again, we're coming out of the period of, you know, the whole what we call the movement at the time. So equity was very important. So for us, the gender issue of equality was really important. And so we had no parameters that if a male person had to get to play the big job only and of women, you know, only play small and everyone played everything and there was no difference. And so we really kind of set that down as a principle early on since we had no teacher. It was really important that we shared in a collective process of running to group and operating. And so we shared leadership, of rotating leadership, of running to classes or to the practice sessions, so on, you know, was teamed up to kind of teach or help run that session or organize it. And so again, it was that whole process that as of as a collective entity, it was really important that we shared the leadership responsibilities. And so all of that was really kind of important. But that, you know, bottom line was said this was a Japanese instrument, so we needed to learn more about what that meant and what that historical context meant. And we're here in Japantown so what did that mean as far as supporting the community in how, how, how did that fit into what we were trying to do? And again, realizing that the taiko was becoming sort of a musical voice. And I came to realize that we, you know, growing up, I didn't have that Japanese musical voice.

I grew up playing Western music, jazz, R&B, listening to a soul music country, Western, because that's what my dad like, you know, folk music, you know, The Limelight was the Kingston Trio, Peter, Paul, and Mary and all that kind of stuff, you know. But also, you know, Earth, Wind and Fire, Tower Power, you know, Stevie Wonder, the Supremes, you know, Temptation and all those kind of music. And so but I didn't listen really to Japanese music, folk songs and stuff, although my mom would play it out in my interest. And so but the taiko seemed to be that calling voice that brought a lot of us together, who didn't grow up listening to that kind of music. And it just brought a lot of folks together. So I realized that the taiko was really our musical voice, that we needed to kind of figure out how to use that. And as as we became more popular, you know, different churches or groups who had asked us to come and play because they also knew that we would draw some kind of audience or help do things. So it was that attraction that we felt was really almost became sort of a responsibility, you know, that we are sharing our heritage in this way.

We wanted to show that we're we've got a group of people, men and women, that were of not just Japanese, but Asian Americans predominantly, and that we were trying to do this musical form is much different. It was breaking all the stereotypical norms, you know, of the classical music forms that comes from from especially Japan, that we were loud and, you know, and very active and very vocal and and things like this. So it's just it was so different than what anyone expected and how to interpret that. And then as we started to play more, realizing that people were seeing us and then just automatically expecting if they didn't understand or know what Japanese culture or music was about, that we were basically from Japan. We were not Japanese, American or Asian American. And so the mission of trying to educate people better and more about that, we were from Japan and we grew up. We were mainly sansei third generation. And so a lot of us do even speak Japanese or never have been to Japan. And so that was an important part of our story too. And once we got into trying to fundraise and writing grants and things like that, that's a whole another level of education because funders did not know what we were and understood that they didn't even think we would, that we were so-called qualified for their for their guidelines as an arts group because they didn't view as as an arts organization. You know, they didn't understand what community based ethnic arts was all about. You know, because we weren't the symphony, we weren't the ballet, we were not the opera. We were not just your Western music class. So that was a big part of us trying to educate the general public, basically, of what taiko was all about and what that message is talking about Japantown, talk about being Japanese American, the Asian American experience, the Japanese American experience, and at least for me, was a big part of the story.

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(Interview) How did you end up in Japan, though, with taiko and Kodo?

I was fortunate to do that, and I was interesting about that. You know, we got to meet some of the members of Kodo because they had belonged to another group prior to that South and mid-seventies or so. And then when the organization started in the early eighties, they were launching their first US tour in the fall of 1982 and asked to be interested to help, helped it tour and then know it's like for me is amazing your mind shift because you know, here I hadn't even been playing take up for ten years myself, but you know, establishing this, you know, Japanese American, Asian American context of how taiko is being played and now being asked by this group from Japan to kind of help them take their program on a U.S. tour. And so I just actually jumped at the opportunity. And then once joining a tour and I kind of knew naturally what their program was about and how they operated, but it was so different than actually how we operated. It was very collective oriented in a way. And so but also very strict. In a top-down system. You lose a little bit of irony of how they worked. They appeared to be flat, but there was a different definite hierarchy of of leadership or what they call seniority, basically. So the older students or members, you know, had more authority than the younger members. So that was very often that's kind of typical in Japanese arts especially, or martial arts.

You know, were your your teachers at different levels, you know, towards this whole level how you are you're in the organization, basically. And so and Kodo had that basically. And so just understanding how that operated and what that meant and then but also trying to incorporate, you know, how we thought and what we were doing as, as a taiko group in the United States at that time, Kodo was predominantly male driven organization to head of only a few women, and they didn't even play the drum. They were more the dancers or the singers. And so we were always asking why you don't let more women play. How come, you know, just look at what's happening here in the US, you know, if you're not doing that, you know, why is that? And it took them quite a while. But now you see under stages they have a lot of women on stage and playing key roles now.

And also the way they look out there are very serious in how they play. And a lot of Japanese taiko groups are that way. And we were just having a great time. We just having fun laughing and whatever, you know. And so then some Japan groups think, you know, we're kind of strange because we do that. But anyways, that's does where you played and now you see groups like Kodo doing that too, just having fun on stage. And so it's interesting to know that we are influencing musically, but also somewhat, I guess socially how they operate, you know, as a as their own organization, how they, how they approach gender equity and equity within the company in different ways. Naturally is nowhere near what's happening here. There's still very strict in some ways it's very hard, but it's loosening up. So it's great to know that we've been able to help kind of see that happen and help nurture that even overseas with other groups.

Joy & Cultural Resistence Timeframe 1:47:42 >> 1:51:32

You know, I feel that because I guess what really led us to that the way we operate is the fact that we didn't have a real teacher. No one felt they were the expert, and we were all kind of starting almost at the same level in a way. And although some of us stepped up more to lead, the group was more administratively then musically, perhaps. And so that because we didn't have that musical expertise in things, we really had to rely on each other's experiences and input and ideas. And because of that, we felt it was really important that we treat each other the same. And so a big difference between us and say, more traditional music group from Japan were again, where you have the seniority of where actually students line up from your teacher, your sensei to your next student down the line. Your newest student will be at the end of the line sitting. Usually they're actually facing you on the other side and it's your master and your senior teachers are in front. And so in our group, we all sat in a circle and so and it didn't matter where you sat in that circle. So it wasn't like, you know, the more senior members around.

And so but the circle represented us as a group basically, in that we were all equal in that way. So all of that, all those little things are really kind of important in our philosophy of how we developed out, you know, using four basic terms, musical technique, attitude, kata, which means a form and chi, which is like the energy of playing was how we kind of molded what was important for why and how we played at taiko. And so most of them are pretty self-explanatory attitude. Some people will say, you know why? Why that word? You know, because people understand well form Yeah, there's a certain way you hold and understand a musical technique, how you play and what the patterns and stuff and the energy you play naturally. But attitude for some folks outside of taiko, the wondering, you know that where does that come from? Well, for us, you know, again, it is that equity issue, people being able to treat each other the same, respecting not only your fellow player, but also the instruments and where that comes from and taking care of everything. And so to the degree of, you know, showing up on time, you know, and not wasting other people's time, being able to give and receive constructive criticism because, you know, we're all teachers and we're all students.

So that whole process is really kind of important for us. And so in some ways, although we say the four terms are equal, there's no one important, more important know, there's we also say, well, attitude is kind of the secret sauce to it all, because without that, you know, it really could be an issue. And that's unfortunate we developed a lot of our rules and regulations in a group because there are incidents that happened that kind of required that it's been so petty and minor and people should know better. But you have until you write it down, people don't understand real fundamental things, you know. Yeah, Japan on time, you know, be respectful and help out whatever, you know. And so teaching that to to members, especially younger members, younger meaning like our younger students in our junior program is all kind of important, I feel. And it's part of, I guess, offshore of our culture that's being Japanese American or Asian American, too. Is that that sense of respect that need to have for for the people of the do teach you, but your fellow students and in the community, especially around the instrument and everything.

Timeframe 1:51:32 >> 2:00:25

Taiko Peace is really more PJ’s activity and what she launched after we stepped out of the leadership from San Jose Taiko. And, you know, I think I feel that's something that's still kind of growing for her as far as what that means and how it could be really used in different ways. But it's a very powerful tool to use the taiko in a way that addresses social justice and and how it brings people together in different communities that, you know, we didn't think it would really have any impact on. And so and although we all hate Zoom, Zoom actually has brought together for especially for PGA and the tech peace movement people from around the world to kind of sit in on meetings of sessions, you know, with her to kind of share ideas and everything. I feel for her, you know, it's still kind of going and different activities. What it's about is one opportunity that she had that I feel is really kind of pivotal. And that's when she was invited to go to to Jerusalem to to do workshops over there. And so and when that happened, you know, just to be in that kind of environment, that whole situation and to to really, you know, work with younger women mainly in that environment over there was just it was an eye opener for her.

It just and and also how the taiko and the music and dance could be used in a in a culture and a community, a country that had no idea what taiko is all about. And yet it brought so many people together at the same time. It was just amazing experience. And so that's what I feel. What she's doing with Taiko Peace can do is really again, it's an offshoot of what we've been talking about, how Tyco has can become the voice or this this activity that draws so many other people together in different ways to help unify us. And so I think that's that's an important part of what's going on right now.

(Interviewer) And can you tell us a little bit about because that's where I kind of I felt like came into relationship with you, which is the, the Multi Multi Cultural Arts Leadership Institute. How did that happen for you?

The MALI program. Yes, the Multicultural Leadership Institute. Well, you know, when I became the executive director for San Jose Taiko naturally was struggled to try to really learn more what it meant to be in that role, administrative role to learn more about how to fundraise and to manage an organization and to be competitive within the arts community here in San Jose or just anywhere. So, you know, I talk a little about that, how it was really important to help educate, having to educate more people, especially funders. And so one thing we're starting to realize is in order to have the opportunity to be able to have a voice, you know, so important to be at the table when funding decisions were being discussed or decided. And so I was able to get to be, get into some leadership programs, which kind of helped me learn things. But realizing that all these programs were just really kind of more general arts leadership programs. It wasn't specifically for people of color. And so information was great, but it really didn't really address how we operated in our style of way, which was really different than, say, that symphony or an art museum or the ballet.

So realizing that we needed to create our own our own program to help educate more people of color, artists in that kind of position to to understand how to deal with that. At the time, there was only a couple of us that were really being asked to a participate in different things like this Raul Lozano and I and Tamara Alvarado. And so we were really, wow, we're looking around is the same three of us get asked or show up at these meetings worse than anyone else. And and this is getting hard to do to represent everybody else. So the idea to start a leadership program became really kind of important because we felt we needed to build a larger network of people. And so we were experienced instance, Raul and were in a couple of leadership programs. In 2004, five and six, we got in, I got into American Leadership Forum. And so which is a great experience. You know, it was like a cross-disciplinary leadership program, a little bit high end, but a little bit expensive. But I got a scholarship, but it was a predominately white organization, but just trying to deal with what that meant and again, transferring that knowledge base to how it was to work as artists of color in the admin world.

And so we decided that we needed to start somehow our own program, but we needed funding. So Raul, I wrote this position paper basically, and we decided we'll take that. And just shop it around to some of the funders. So we got to know. And so we went to the Packard Foundation, to Hewlett Foundation. Unfortunately at that time they both said, like, it sounds great, but I don't think we could do anything right now. Then we approached this one person who was at the Knight Foundation, which was just kind of starting up a little bit or becoming more active in the San Jose area. And so this guy, David Mills, was the local program officer, kind of new to the job coming from the tech world and everything. But so we were kind of hesitant. Well, I don't know if you can get it for the arts of artists of color, so but anyways, we got a meeting with them, told them what we were trying to do, explain it to him as he got excited. So we said, Wow, okay, cool. So but he says, you know, in order for this to work, you need to partner with somebody because I don't think you could get this funded on your own.

And at the same time, Raul and I were working with this startup called First Act, which involved for other people Connie Martinez, Ann Ski, Bruce Davis and Richard Ball. And first act was this the six of us were trying to look at how to really reimagine what the downtown art scene look like, you know, physically and organizationally and so and of those folks all came from different areas of how that may fit in and so in but First Act was also talking to the Knight Foundation about a large grant. And so Dave said, well, you know, you're involved First Act. This seems like this MALI thing seems perfect for what First Act should be doing too. So if you could combine it with First Acts, then there's a better chance that both of these things get funded. So we went back to the First Act, people saying this is an opportunity, but we need to, you know, we're being told that maybe we need to partner this with first act, with this application. And so they all agreed it was a huge grant for us, but a launch, MALI basically for three years at that time with, with us, we started to talk to them in 2006,7. So we led the first class in 2008. I think the grant was given to us in late 2007. And so yeah, the first MALI classes, 2008.

So we were just really fortunate. You know, we had first act as sort of the organization to help kind of manage that money. We also had a great funder, the Knight Foundation, which put in a lot of funding to help support it. And so and then we just had to figure out how to execute basically. So we scrambled to put the program together, you know, curriculum wise and activity wise and actually finding recruiting a class to do that. And we we knew we had it for three years, which was great. So in my mind is, okay, if we could get ten, 12 people per year, we have about 30, 35 people in this network, That'll be great. It's more than three, right? And so I had no idea that no, I'm recruiting my 15th class basically, so that it's lasted that long and when the School of Arts and Culture started up, we moved the MALI program to the school. Tamara actually went over to start to lead the school as the executive director. So it made sense to do that. And so that's why it's under the School of Arts and Culture right now.

Timeframe 2:00:25 >> 2:08:43

Definitely the question of leadership training is still, you know, really I feel important. And because of the MALI program I'm so involved with again right now, which is been a great experience to come back to that in a leadership role to direct it. And it's the mere fact that there's so many other artists that we could use that kind of help and support and and engagement and just to be, you know, really grow the network even more. We have about 145 alums in the program now. So it's really come a long ways naturally. But what's exciting is when something comes up, and we notified the network to get the responses, now it's just amazing versus what struggle it took just to get calling some people, please come to this meeting, you know, voice your opinion and no one shows up, you know, and so just more people understand what it takes to do things.

So that voice and that opportunity, I think, needs to continue still somehow within Japantown. Naturally so it's a fear of how the neighborhood is constantly changing because there's more apartments or housing being put in now. You know, there's been a lot in the last 20 years, especially, fortunately, most of the storefronts have not really changed as far as the physicality of what it looks like, but definitely the content to stores there. The businesses have changed. The longtime family businesses that were predominately just Japanese and Japanese owned or Japanese American, all those families have closed down their stores because no one else in the family wants to take on the business anymore. So, you know, we've lost several because of that. And so how do we kind of continue those stores that everyone feels is really important in the community to make sure that Japantown exists in a way that people would like to? And it's so it's hard because when you talk to people in a larger community, they'd say, well, what do you want to see in Japantown? Or What do you miss? And they always reminisce about, Oh, I remember, this. I know there’s the tofu shop. There was a drug store. Those are distinct, different things. So it's none of those are here anymore. And so I always ask, Well, yeah, but why do you think they're no longer here and say, Well, I don't know? Then I ask, “Well, when I was here, how often did you come and visit those stores? How often did you go to the drugstore to buy something, or did you go to, you know, Walgreens or Long's drugstore instead? You know, you know what? What did you do to really kind of support the Japantown businesses or how often do you now come to a restaurant on here?”

You know, we lost a tofu shop. So how often did you actually come to Japantown to buy tofu before, you know, let's say, well, maybe once a month, maybe every other month, you know, wasn't really that often. So I feel that people when you when you really feel you need to have something or supported, then you need to engage in that. And so how do you get the community to really support what's existing in order to make sure lives a long life is always hard? But the other piece now, I guess, is how do you find people to take on or continue the succession planning for all these businesses? Because unfortunately, historically they've relied on family and that's not happening anymore. So who in a community is willing to step up? Who will be the next manju shop owner. Who will be interested in opening another tofu shop and learn how to do that and do that hard labor to sell, or who will even open another restaurant in Japantown to be successful? We've lost some restaurants recently, so I don't know. And they're gone. They're not going to come back. They'll storefronts won't even be restaurants anymore. So that's the shift that's happening. And so how do we kind of sustain that and also continuing and passing on the information to the next generation or younger folks? And what's the best way to do that and to bridge the gaps between organizations?

Because every community, no matter how tight knit you think you are, there's always conflict going on. So, you know, mitigating the conflicts is always kind of an ongoing challenge for everybody and just making sure that people can work together and and be cohesive in that way. So I hope within Japantown that, you know, that it could continue, that different organizations will step up, different people will step up kind of do that. San Jose, I feel, need to kind of understand that San Jose has been in the past as far as development and prior redevelopment. So focus on what they feel is building downtown as the center of the city and thinking that, you know, we could be like San Francisco, which will never be and never is going to be. So I feel San Jose is more it really is a city that spread out and the and the vibrancy of what the city is is that we have different centers or cultural pockets to really represent what the city is about. And it's not downtown. So whether it's Japantown, you know, the Mayfair Little Saigon, whatever it might be, those are all, you know, different pockets. There's a little Portugal, little Italy, even places like Willow Glen, perhaps, you know, different places where that's where communities really kind of gather now and seem to be. So how do we kind of really elevate what those communities and how can the city really support those entities, especially the ethnic cultural ones, better than what the has been doing the past?

And so, you know, they put a lot of money into development, you know, hotels and hire high rise housing and things like this. But, you know, very little money is going to the small business owners who are, you know, trying to make these communities really survive, basically, unfortunately. And so there needs to be a mind shift change on that. That's a tough one. That's that's ongoing for us all. And within the art scene, that's kind of the same thing. You know, it's like, you know, how do we get the city to recognize and it's slowly happening now. It's been a challenge to say that, you know, historically, you know, before all the money, some major amount of money is being allocated to grants were going to the major, you know, just a handful of the big organizations. So the smaller organizations, especially the multicultural ones, got very little. There is a shift now to give more money or support, multicultural groups more. But I think, you know, that has to step up even more. And so in general, the arts funding, it's really sad for San Jose considering it calls itself the 10th largest city in the country.

When smaller cities invest more money in arts, then San Jose does. So how does the city or the community support the arts? It's really kind of the question mark. I think that's being worked on. Part of all that discussion. You know, there's a dialog about creating these cultural community centers are cultural entities, districts basically, and so, you know, recognizing the Mayfair SOFA district downtown and Japantown and Little Saigon, whatever they might be, how can a city really support that idea? Again, it's not just idea or a name, but financially, you know, put some effort in to really making sure those communities are existing because that to me is what in the future is going to bring people to the city. Because realizing the art scene here is not the symphony, ballet, opera. People come see the other stuff that's down here, you know, and and that's what we need to make sure people understand and see.

Narrative & Identity Timeframe 2:08:43 >> 2:12:07

(Interviewer) How do you define activism, especially for the next generation who will likely consume this as curriculum?

Oh, good question. You know, reflecting back to what we were doing when we were young as students even, and just maybe we were just more naive and ignorant or didn't care, I guess I don't know. But we were willing to do things without really thinking about what the consequences were because we basically just felt there was a need, a purpose for doing something. There was, you know, whatever was with the seniors services or Asian American Studies or just different things, you know, legal aid. And so we you know, as as younger folks, we came together just to work on something and do something. And so I don't see that happening as much with younger folks now. They rely on other organizations that exist. And maybe that's the problem, is other organizations that already exist that they are not willing to kind of think about an idea to serve the community and to go out and try to do something to organize around that, to bring people together. And it doesn't have to be huge institutions, you know, And it and I think that's one thing I feel is that people think you need to create an organization and organize your organization, need to live for the next hundred years.

I don't, you know, ACA that we started early on only lasted for less than five years and we did so much in that time. And so it was just amazing what a group of people could do, if focused to help spur other ideas on. And I feel we need more of that. So so-called startup garage mentality of of a startup just doing you know sure I don't have money, but I have time and and get people to volunteer just to go out and do stuff, you know and and do whatever it does to take to kind of make something happen basically. I guess the entrepreneurship of of activism needs to be incorporated somehow, if that's how people think, basically, because I don't see that as happening as much anymore. And maybe I'm out of tune because I'm much older. But I you know, that's the sense I'm kind of thinking also, I feel and I've been saying this where I feel, unfortunately, those who are in leadership right now, for these organizations that do exist need to be able to step aside and let that happen with younger voices, basically. And that's not easy. It's always really difficult. You know, And I struggled with that when we stepped out of San Jose Taiko and everything, but we felt that that was the reason we did. It was really important. It was important for the group. So how do we get some of the older leadership to understand that and look at what's a good way for them to pass on a leadership not to disappear, but to kind of step aside a bit? Because I feel what's more important right now is that we're all working together, not someone else's. It's taking over because that doesn't work either.

Systems & Power Timeframe 2:12:07 >> 2:15:51

You know, the Asian hate crimes, you know, that have escalated, especially during COVID, you know, it's just so obvious or brings back the message that it doesn't take much to really set people off in a different way, just to turn people against each other. And so, you know, it's it hasn't gone away from what my grandparents were proud to experience, to my parents and even myself and now everyone else here, Black Americans, that you say, hey, that's, you know, our ancestors from slavery on have experienced that. So what are you complaining about? You know, this kind of thing. It's like it's always been here unfortunately. There's maybe lulls in time where it's even though it's still happening, people just don't pay attention anymore. And it just takes unfortunately, someone a killing or a murder or some real tragic incidents to bring it back to surface again. I feel we're living in a country now because of the politics that is becoming very a right-wing country. And so that adds to the issues of how we are viewed. And so it's going to be even more difficult for us. And although, you know, even like the Black Lives Matter movement that started a few years ago seems to be unfortunately dying out a little bit. I mean, people talk about still there's, you know, DIA and whatever and this kind of stuff, but still you see how that kind of dialog into the conversation is starts to slip away.

And so how do we keep it forefront? How do we individually kind of react to situations when we see it happening, especially because I think that's been one issue for us is when we see it happening, we don't say anything. We just kind of turn away or just walk away from it rather than trying to help deal with the issue that's going on and not saying put yourself in harm's way, but you're putting yourself I feel you're putting yourself more in harm's way by ignoring it, basically, because it will happen to you next. So I guess I guess for us all now, as as Asian Americans, it's it just seems like unfortunately, it just gets transferred one community to the next. And it's just a cycle that never ends, unfortunately. So again, how do we kind of support each other and just come together to kind of help that from happening again? And unfortunately, what we're also seeing is like it's not just, you know, a white, white, ethnic issue, but it's, you know, within ethnic groups or there's those problems happening, you know, so or even just splitting between Asian groups, whatever, and different communities, especially among the younger youth gangs, might happen in different places. It's a big issue. It's really hard to overcome this. It's about in their own way, about territory, is about pride in their own ways, about identity and their own concept. But, you know, how do we kind of bridge all those different things so they understand we're all actually in the same situation? You know, no one's better than any other when it comes to some of the violence that goes on.

Narrative & Identity Timeframe 2:15:51 >> end

I guess maybe the only thing would be for taiko itself a little bit more. You know, PJ and I are celebrating playing 50 years for this year with our own performance in November. I would say, I guess on that end, what's kind of important is, you know, one of the questions we're asking is like we feel that the Japanese American experience for how taiko started in North America is being erased. And why is that? And how do we is it possible to correct that or how do we kind of make sure that's not being erased? And so it's kind of it's it's it's a hard task in order to kind of maybe now at this point, after 50 years to go back and say, you know, to really bring that forward. But fortunately, that kind of leads to how an instrument or an art form, especially a cultural art form, gets appropriated. Especially here in the U.S., in North America. But we see it as it grows outside into other places, other countries. Europe has become very popular. But even in Japan, because you know how they recognize what taiko is and the Japanese American or Asian American experience of taiko here, how they view that is so different. So we just feel it's just kind of important that more people understand that story so we could better educate everyone so they have that history somehow.