(Interviewer) Paul, did you ever feel when you were exposed to a new population, or exposed to a new group of students that, did you find yourself learning something about yourself through that process?
You always do. I just... just the experience itself.
(Interviewer) Can you say what some of those things might be?
You're talking about the…
(Interviewer) Learning something. Yeah. Learning something from students like this individual who was in prison. You find yourself stretching yourself, dropping old stereotypes, just…
Oh, whenever you're a teacher, you run into that every day. You, you, you wonder how you could establish a relationship with that many students, usually 25 to 30 students at one time. And... it's a very, it's probably the most anxiety provoking period of any teacher, when they first come into a classroom and you look at all these faces, then you try to... you try to put your best foot forward and you know that they're evaluating you and you wonder whether you're meeting them, the expectations that they have of you and so over time, you establish that relationship because they get to know you and the teachers always say be strict at the beginning of the semester and then loosen up but never loosen up again. And you want to be a hard ass and have a reputation of being strict and having high expectations. And then you can work from there to help students much better than you trying to be buddy buddy with them at the beginning of the class. And that's the standard kind of training that fellow teachers gave you when you start at 21 years old in the classroom, not too much older than the students in front of you, and probably wiser and certainly streetwiser.
(Interviewer) What they told me as I first started that, and you got me in there, advice was don't smiles till Christmas.
(Interviewer) Was your first class mostly white students?
Yes.
(Interviewer) And you were one of the few teachers of color. And were you the only one in their school?
Probably, yes.
(Interviewer) Yeah. And how did they react to you when you first walked in?
Oh, that's hard to say. I would, I think that they thought that 'This guy is not going to last, that he's the only minority in the whole faculty and we'll probably be able to run him out shortly.' But establishing that relationship was probably the most difficult more than the subject matter or teaching.
(Interviewer) What were you teaching?
Biology and general science. And that helped because of the subject matter itself was interesting. And the students could do the experiments and not sit in the chair the whole period and they were active in learning.
(Interviewer) Yeah, you influenced Bob Douglas, remember him?
(Interviewer) How did that first class turn out in terms of rapport with your students?
Oh, we both learned a lot. I would say that that's probably... the learning curve was sharpest in the first few years of teaching, because after that you have your lessons that you can determine whether they're successful or a failure. And by that time, you have done pretty well.
(Interviewer) One time you told me that this is where we were at back at AACI, and he said, You know, what really rankles me is when I hear somebody behind me saying,"Ching Chong", you know, making up, you know, racist doing a racist dialect, you know, and you asked me said, doesn't that bother you? You know? So did you feel that when you were walking down the corridors of school?
Yes, definitely. In fact, you trying to choose which way you walk because of the cluster of kids who would do that.
(Interviewer) Is this when you were a student or when you were a teacher?
Both, more so as a teacher. Particularly with that group of kids that are somewhat questionable as far as the student status is concerned. And it's a way to become more accepted by their peers. If you yell at a freshman teacher, they can feel bad.
(Interviewer) Things that would be considered a hate crime now. Did that ever diminish?
Oh, yes. Over time, once they found out that you're a good teacher and you're, you're strict, but you're fair, they recognize that. And then the relationship does change.
(Interviewer) So they saw in you, somebody who was also respectful of them?
Yes.
(Interviewer) Did you get a sense of that?
Oh, yeah. You have to have that.
(Interviewer) But during that time, you already have a lot of background as far as, you know, studying about the prison system in Michigan. You knew about crime and you know, the tough side of society. So that was always in the back of your mind that you have, you have quite an experience in your studies. Particularly in the prison system. Because I, I was, in Michigan, there aren't too many Asians who are in the prison system either way as guards or as inmates. And I remember walking into the courtyard, is the largest prison in the world. A wall prison, that wall prison means that the wall itself becomes a prison. And I remember walking out onto the yard and all of a sudden people were playing volleyball and the whole pool of inmates, they stopped the whole prison and stopped. And they they saw me come in on the quad, on their courtyard. And I said to one of the inmates later on, that I got to know I said, 'Why did they stop and stare at me.' And they said, 'Well, you're a foreigner for one thing. Secondly, we wanted to see what kind of dress and what kind of pants you wore because we were we don't know what the style is outside.' And we were looking at your coat and your pants and shoes and to get to know what's happening outside.; And I thought it was myself that they were looking at and not my dress.
(Interviewer) Stylish. Get the prisoners to stop dead in their tracks to look at. Paul, were you already informed about the population, the ethnicity of the prisoners?
No, I asked about that and I said, 'What percentage are Black? Because I can't help but see the majority of color?' And they said, 'Oh, it's probably 28%.' And there's no way it was. It was more like 70% or 80%. I remember when interviewing inmates one I asked the guard to not be in the room when I interviewed. And he said, 'Are you sure you want to do this?' And I said, 'I, I'm fairly confident.' I said, He said, 'Well, maybe what they ought to do is to look at why that inmate's in prison before you decide.' And it was for double murder. And so I changed my mind and, I said, 'I think I feel that I have a guard with me during the interview,' because it was too dangerous at that time.
(Interviewer) How old were you then?
I was working on my PhD so I was... 30-something.
(Interviewer) So when you were teaching biology in high school, that was in California.
Yeah. Sunnyvale, Sunnyvale.
(Interviewer) Sunnyvale, Sunnyvale. And they have kids that would, you know..
You know, Sunnyvale had the highest percentage of minority students and any in the Fremont Union High School District, which is pretty much white. And the Sunnyvale maybe 20 or 30% minority.
(Interviewer) At least. You had Paul Fong then. Benny Brown, ... you had... Iman Gonzalez.
Yeah, become mayor of Sunnyvale.
(Interviewer) The mayor of... San Jose.
(Interviewer) Did then Ben Menor go there? Was he from Mountain View?
He was a teacher at Mountain View High School. Yeah. Future counselor? Yeah.
(Interviewer) I just talked with him on the phone.
(Interviewer) I just want to follow up on the students who have make fun of you behind your back when you first was a teacher in Sunnyvale. So these would be white kids. Yeah. Okay. And the-- even though there are Asians in in the school, they could still, they probably made fun of the Asian students as well did they?
Mhm.
(Interviewer) Oh they did.
You can always tell when they were snickering and they were saying something but you could tell that it wasn't racially motivated and that they gained status along their care and having the guts to to make these comments, even though that I may not have heard exactly what they said, you could tell that they were trying to make fun of you.
(Interviewer) So does that strike a chord? Talking about the idea of nurturing everything that you see to bring out the best uh..
It's it's hard to say because you don't know where that comes from. And that is to say that part of that may be the culture in which I was raised, and that culture includes the Asian population, that that's kind of what we were raised by doing, by helping others. And doing-- trying to do your best. Well, lot of what happens to you in life is, is luck and I remember, I was in graduate school in Michigan State, running out of money and thinking that I'm never going to finish this degree here because I don't have the funds. And I was really down and my advisor was Dean of the School of Education, had a lot of the prestige and the power in the university. And he saw me sitting outside his office and he says, 'What's wrong?' And I said, 'Well, I'm not sure I could make it financially.' And he said, 'Let's, let's think about that.' And he's the one that searched, had his staff search the awarding of scholarships and fellowships, and he's the one that singlehandedly gave me the grant to do the prison study. And that was just a matter of sensing that I needed help and otherwise I couldn't have done it.